Pair of Eyeballs.
— Unknown (via psych-facts)
From spikes of fear and a dull dread, a heart wants to burst.
Get me through these next few weeks.
Before someone speaks, I must predict what they are going to say, how their thought process is coming to the conclusion of a response to my statement, how this response will affect me, and how this single response can lead to my deep internalized fear of rejection.
I get so worked up, that I don’t say anything, because I am not giving into the slightest change of rejection.
Where does all of this sensitivity and fragility stem from?
I do not want to get into trouble, for someone to yell at me and be angry with me.
I am in a constant state of defensiveness.
What is so terrifying about negative emotions?
It is a human characteristic.
We all feel.